think recently i am really lazy.. even my blog is in english except for the song to share where it is copied and paste from website to blog. cos need to spend more time to find the appropriate words for chinese.. think english i can anyhow write cos my 'england is very very not powderful'.. so guess even if people wanna penalized me, will not give me really bad scores.. haha.. ya.. getting more and more lazy in one way or another.. and getting fatter liaoz.. how i miss the slim slim figure during poly time.. but all in the past liaoz..
how are my friends recently? good or bad? still affected by the bad news every now and then?? now my feelings are more settled down but me getting more and more quiet.. jus feel like lazing at home and workplace doing nothing or perhaps watching videos quietly.. even when lunch time i oso too tired to go out to eat wif my kakis.. except when weekend is here, i will be more energised cos will want to bring xavier out to know this world.. though ben dan will be lazy then but he did tried his best to bring us out whenever we can.. as weekend is the only time where we can have xavier wholly to ourselves.
he is getting more and more chubby, though i still feel tat he is losing weight. guess tat's the nature of a mother. wanna the child to be chubby and cute cute.. still, need to watch over his growth, i dun wan him to be fat like me. haha.. now he coming to learn to suck his thumb liaoz.. this son of mine really has a strong sucking instinct as stated in the book. sigh.. how do i help him to kick the habit? my mum said is like tat one, he will kick the habit once older.. then my MIL has no choice but to give to him since she needs to do housework and cook for the family, this is only way to keep him quiet most of the times. thanks to her, at least i can go to work or out to dating with mind in peace. so now i try to ask ben dan to bring her out wif us whenever we can so tat she wun be always at home alone when my FIL is out there doing 'KPO'.. oops.. haha..
jus completed watching the HK series 'Tang Xin Feng Bao', inside the show, the lady chang zaixin spent time updating her blog which acts like her diary and her bf, alfred, oso picked up the habit of writing diary on the pc when he broke up wif her. after watching tat i oso feel like using my blog as diary for everyday life. but then knowing myself too well, my lazy nature will make me give up shortly and of cos, more effort will be spent in writing the diary in chinese, as think tat is my stronger language and i wun wanna spoil tat.. haha.. think i still do wat i can doing now.. jus update whenever i can.. muahahaha ;p
oh ya, coming i will have tough time gng on. why? most of my colleagues will be gng overseas for training and locally we have a lot of things i need to take over from one. think it is my time to work hard as he really helped me a lot during pregnancy and back from maternity leave.. must do my best. though i might be dealing wif someone i dun like, but think tat is part and parcel of life, rite? can't ask for the best of anything. if i really come across him during work, think i jus played my unfriendly self again, but i think he knows i dun like him.. so dun think his crap will affect me anyway.. muahahaa ;p me not friendly gal liaoz..
chinese new year is coming soon.. think if sat really gng out, must ask ben dan to buy clothing for baby although i think xavier has more than enough clothings.. ban dan said must buy him red shirt, red pant, red shoes, red cap.. make sure tat he will be the red angbao for the festival. i was like 'diao', dun know wat to say.. tis yr, guess i will bring her back to mum's hse for the 1st day of new yr, which i nvr go back on tat day before. think she will be missing her grandchildren during festive seasons.. but my sis can't, cos her hubby's side got celebration and her daughter will be in the limelight.. and dun think she wanna bring lele back to my grandmother's side. sometimes all the unhappiness cannot be erased easily. i oso trying my best not to bring over tat day, but still see how, cos think me more soft-hearted than my sis.. muahaaha ;p wat a way to praise myself.. me crazy gal..
wah, realised when coming to write in english, i will keep on writing, not knowing tat the thing will get longer and longer.. hahaahaha.. but then i will not give up writing in chinese. when i really feel like it, i will still write in chinese.. perhaps one day i will oso write in jap language, but then got to wait till i revised my jap. long time din touch, all given back to my teachers.. haiz.. really waste money and time if dun revised.. then i can also teach xavier if i can catch hold of the language better.. wah, english, chinese and jap for him.. will it be too hard??
ok.. got to stop liaoz.. if not my boss sees me write tis during working hours.. sure scold me.. muahahaa.. till then my friends..
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