my envy to Stay-At-Home-Mother (SAHM)

well, i always envy those gals who can stay at home taking care of their kids, going through with them each and every of the milestones that their kiddos are achieving. have been reading a blog of one such mummy (or i must said i am quite a fan of her blog), who i really admire her patience when raising 2 boys. ya, staying at home with kids at young age will drive you crazy, like with my big sonny now. but then i guess the joy of watching him grow will cover all the craziness. lolx..

guess my days of becoming a SAHM will be quite far and impossible, considering the finance etc. perhaps let's just pray that there will be such a day soon :)

要求

是我要求太多？
总感觉不到他在身边。

放下，不是放弃，
我想放过自己，
让自己好过一点。。

一切会更好吧 :)

坚持

原来想要坚持的事情真的很难。

以为拥有的支持，
能在一瞬，化为乌有。

信心与信任，开始崩裂，
但我不能倒下或放弃，
就算是我孤身作战，
也一定要坚持我相信的。

眼泪提醒我，要再坚强点。。

或许，也要学会如何拿捏，
才不会让自己那么无助。

我会坚持下去的。。